TO Julliette, i understand what your saying , after id written what i wrote i thought to myself i was being abit thoughtless , i was confronted with surgery last october because i felt that i could no longer tolerate the pain and felt that id tryed everything also , id signed all the papers in a pre op meeting a couple of days before the due date of surgery and had psyched myself into getting the operation on my herniated disc , where they were goin to slice of part of the disc , but i kept getting vibes that it wasnt the right thing to do maybe it was paranoilia i dont know , but since then ive been goin to the gym and whilst the pains always there , i think well at least im getting around etc . I suppose my own views on surgery are flamed by my own fear of it , im glad to hear that your doin well , with the pain thing i can fully understand where your coming from and no one should have to live in pain and as you and others know here in these forums theres nothing that compares to the pain associated with sciatica and disc bulging its debilitating mentally and physically it wears you down and when you think your at your lowest it gets worse and we plod on trying to ignore it which is impossible , its a life of suffering that i didnt forsee , maybe it makes us stronger as people for there must be some good that comes with every wrong in a balanced world , for me it has to be that it has opened my eyes alot more to other peoples suffering weather its old age or disability to me where all struggling just on different levels , im glad to hear your doin well , take care .
Dave